Sunday, September 13, 2026

I Know It's the Marathon, But I Needed to Spring to Catch Up with Summer Work So I Can Stand Straight with the New Semester

I can be ambitious at times, and impractical. I've been in over my head for most of my life, but this Fall I'm feeling extra burdened. I didn't get to the July work in August, because there wasn't a second to attend to it. Now, the new semester has begun, and I'm eager to get done what should have been done in August. The result is weekend marathons of 14-hour, editing days. I'm getting there, but I have huge swaths of student writing and grant projects to finish. I want that work out of the way before the Graduate student work begins to arrive (which I know comes Tuesday).

Then there is a conference proposal. Then there is a sabbatical application that I haven't gotten to in two years, because that goes to the wayside, because I'm too busy doing work to apply for time off to actually get the work done. 

Ah, but the weed in the crack of my driveway bloomed this morning and it was as I predicted...a sunflower. It's so random, and I don't mind leaving plants to fulfill their better destiny. I'm sure my mailman is like, "Why aren't you trimming this shit?" Well, it's because it doesn't belong and I want to see what it will do. I'm thankful that Friday's lawn company didn't take my experiments down, either. 

I got dizzy with the screen around 10 p.m., after reading kid-writing for the past two days. I did have a moment, however, of pure pride when I came across a piece by Sebastian, a student in Ubuntu Academy who came out of nowhere with a poem inspired by A Sea of Lemon Trees and our language workshops on the meaning of home and cultural history. This is why we do what we do...to see how we can shape the next generation of writers and thinkers. I love when they provide me evidence. 

Though Life Is Connected by Sebastian Petit 

I used to think 

that the world was built 

from separate things—

stars from people,

ocean from mountains,

memories from tomorrow. 

Then a physics teacher 

said something simple 

“Todo está conectado.” 


At first

I thought he meant equations, 

gravity, forces too large 

for human hands. 


But the longer I listened,

the less it sounded like physics. 


A star dies, 

and millions of years later 

its light reaches my eyes. 


A seed falls, 

forgotten by the wind, 

and one day becomes 

the tree that shelters a stranger. 


One conversation

changes a decision. 

One decision

changes a lifetime.

Perhaps the universe 

has never believed in coincidence. 


Maybe every heartbeat

is an echo of another.


There is a word in my language—

Querencia. 

It is more than a place.
more than a memory.

it is the invisible thread 

that keeps calling us back

to where our soul recognizes itself. 


Maybe that is how the universe works. 


Not through chance, 

but through countless invisible threads

pulling every life toward another.


The atoms in my hands

once belonged to ancient stars.

The breath I exhale today

may become someone else’s tomorrow. 

The kindness I almost forgot to give may outlive me. 


And perhaps curiosity

—the question that refuses to disappear— 

is simply the universe 

trying to understand itself 

through us.


So maybe 

life is not a connection 

of separate stories.


Maybe it is only one story 

told through billions of voices,

connected by things we cannot see, 


yet somehow 

always feel.


I Know It's the Marathon, But I Needed to Spring to Catch Up with Summer Work So I Can Stand Straight with the New Semester

I can be ambitious at times, and impractical. I've been in over my head for most of my life, but this Fall I'm feeling extra burdene...